[But Rodrigue was the only real family Felix had left. And he'd thought maybe, once the war was over, they could at least reach some kind of equilibrium that would allow them to be in the same room for more than five minutes without Felix storming out, even if only so that his transition to taking up his father's title eventually would be smooth.
And he wouldn't feel so unreasonably angry about Rodrigue dying in Dimitri's arms without even calling for him if he hadn't, on some level, wanted to reconcile.]
Mm. Doesn't matter. He's dead, there's no point in wallowing in self-pity over it.
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Hm. You're right. But...
[But Rodrigue was the only real family Felix had left. And he'd thought maybe, once the war was over, they could at least reach some kind of equilibrium that would allow them to be in the same room for more than five minutes without Felix storming out, even if only so that his transition to taking up his father's title eventually would be smooth.
And he wouldn't feel so unreasonably angry about Rodrigue dying in Dimitri's arms without even calling for him if he hadn't, on some level, wanted to reconcile.]
Mm. Doesn't matter. He's dead, there's no point in wallowing in self-pity over it.